Tetiba jer aku terasa buhsan yg teramat2 buhsan.. buhsan yg melampau2 lah...
Aku terlalu buhsan nak puaskan hati semua org yg aku kenal... tapi kengkadang diri sendiri yg merana.. huhuhu...
Kdg2...terasa boring kawan dengan org2 dr group 'perasan bagus'... Iyelah...majoriti kengkawan aku dr group tuh... ermm...they always talking 'bout how good they do in everything and judge other people... this person is bad bla-bla bla...that person is good...bla bla bla...u shouldn't wear this bla bla bla, do that bla bla bla, do this bla-bla-bla..'
sometimes i feel boring.... sometimes it makes me feel that i'm nothing.... and they had everything... they are good at talking.... have good appearance... good in communicating... but sometimes.... when they have shown enough... i could see that they are not as good as they think they are.... and i feel thankful... i have other things that i love in this world... though i don't have some things that they have...
hurm... setiap manusia ada attitude masing2... dengan attitude tu kita present diri kita... dan dengan attitude tu kita kumpul amal kita... untuk bekalan dan balasan dunia akhirat. Kadang2...kita rasa bongkak bila kita ada kuasa...kita boleh buat ape saje...org hormat pada kita...orang akan dengar arahan kita....tapi...selalu kita lupa...segala ape yg kita ada di dunia ni adalah pinjaman dari Allah. Dalam sekelip mata Dia boleh ambil kuasa kita...Dia yg maha berkuasa....
entahla...apa2 pun manusia akan sanggup buat untuk kepentingan dirinya.. kebanyakan manusia mcm tuh...
Cermin diri kita....jangan hanya pandang kelemahan org lain...sekali sekala intai-intai la kelemahan diri kita....
But i'm feeling much better rite now... Sometimes i wonder why does this things happenned on its way...why does that things happen on its own way...There must be an answer but sometimes wa cant figure it out. And there are some times we dont need the answer at all....just go on with this life...on and on...
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